Strange... Sometimes you think you feel something while one more feeling is growing in your heart. But your head doesn't know about it. You think, you feel that you used to feel. But suddenly that another feeling is shaped and the signal about is goes from your heart to your head. It probably looks like "Stop. I have now other feelings". And a second before you've closed your eyes with love, now you open it with carelesness... You are surprised, but nothing can be changed becouse so much stuff has growed new feeling in your heart and now it's already there. Can't be throwen away... Like noone of us will agree to throw away a part of himself.